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Reflections on healing, advocacy, writing, and life after traumA

One of the most challenging parts of writing or being creative, for me, is noise. Outside noise. The beautiful sounds of children asking why, why, why? turned into a screeching annoyance that shatters your creative epiphany like glass. The noise of appointments that need to be scheduled, floors that need to be cleaned, dogs that […]

As a survivor, I dreaded the thought of a plea deal. I got so angry when it was brought up. I was so focused on it not being fair and I thought the prosecution considered it because it would save time, money, and it would let the perpetrator get off easy. There are a ton […]

The sentencing hearing for Zane Pederson was last Wednesday, 2/10/21. He was sentenced to 250 months in prison because of the crimes he commit 11/18/18 as well as the day prior. I got to read my victim impact statement in person rather than via Zoom. I’ve had insomnia for the last two weeks, so I’ve […]

On the night of November 17th, 2018, I sat down on the couch after cleaning up remnants of the day and curled up with a glass of Pinot Noir. It was an awesome day. My son and I had gone to The Grinch in the theater, bought Christmas lights for the tree and listened to […]

2:25 am. January 29th, 2021. After hours of being wide awake… it’s time to get up and write. I slept from 11 pm – 12:30 am… If I’m not going to sleep… I may as well be productive. I wanted to share something I posted on social media today. It reads: On February 10th, I […]